Here Comes Goodbye,

hi world, its 1.04 am and I have to wake up early tomorrow but wells, just feel like posting something here.....


tomorrow is my graduation ceremony, YES I CANT BELIEVE IT, I'm graduating from this school!!!!


& I realise, this space has accompanied me throughout my four years in AHS,through the times when I was a noobish secondary one student, to now, when Im much older and wiser (I hope? ;))
haha well, I'm sure if I were to look through my archives, most of what I typed in this space will still be my true thoughts. I have never really regretted anything I've done in this school, and Im still so grateful to meet my friends, my friends who have accepted me, who listened to my crap,who did stupid stuffs with me, who put in that extra effort and sincerity to understand me and who's been through the roller caoster ride of frienship with me :)


thank you guys for that, I've learnt and grew up so much and so have you guys ( though you guys are still the LAMEST ppl Ive ever known!hehehe) and I know Im being emotional and its not like as if its farewell forever, but it is afterall bye to all the long days of sitting in classes that were made bearable by my friendssss ^.^
it is bye to all the recesses, all the outings and lunches after school days together,bye to secondary school life. I do remember everything,in fact its the little bit of everything that adds up to the countless of memories I share with my awesome friendsss <3 wells, in fact this is not just to the people I usually hang with but everyone who I ever been close or still am from ahs ;)
I'll definitely miss everything....and I 'll definity rememeber everything too ( DUH! LOL).

okay on a different note, its 23 days to olvels? I am stressed, I am worried, and I am convinced Im gonna flunk it or do like shit for it. maybe if I put in more effort, I could at least save myself from the guilt sinking into me now. oh wellz, its not like as if I can rewind time now too. sigh sigh sigh,its not like as if I can give up at this point too. gonna try my best to save my sorry ass then hahhaha. and I really hope, that I won't disappoint those who have believed in me, okay actually its just mainly one person- my mom. so yeah, although there is so little time left, but I hope that this olevel examination will be the best one Im gonna sit for thus far in my life.

alrightssss, gonna go sleep now :) bye world!

maybe in another life... :)