./ sometimes..... some people are more beautiful if you know them only for a certain period of time.
          The more I get to know you, the more I start to see who you really are and the more I doubt myself. I'm starting to  doubt my ability to accept people wholeheartedly, or rather, people who I have spend a given amount of time with and got to really know and understand and feel that I can accept the person just for who he/she is. but.... now Im starting to feel myself building up the walls between me and you and I start to question myself on whether thats right of me and whether if it is all my fault. My fault that I'm not putting in enough effort to accept you and pardon all your flaws. and I wonder too, if you have ever done the same for me or if you would. 
         I just wish things can go back to before, not that theres anything bad going on between us now. but I just miss the past feelings, those feelings of me willing to be there for you through everything with the silent knowing that you'd do the same for me 
       I don't know where the problem lies; if you changed, if I just never really knew you, if I have changed or  things have just changed between us with time. I just know...that if we started drifting apart about one year ago, what I think of you now would be entirely different. so yeah, Im starting to think that there are some people who are really meant to just come into our lives for a while and then go before things start changing for the worse /.