after so long, you finally realised and truth be told, its not too late yet. but I guess its time for me to go, and time for you to find a little more of yourself that you've wasted so much time lost and confused.but... It just sucks; knowing that I will not be able to be there for you anymore in ways that I want to and used to be able to, and what sucks more? The fear I feel....the fear that you wouldn't be there anymore for me too and that its by choice. but even if so, I'd be content if I can be assured that you'll remember me in a way I hope you would ; someone who didn't treat you like how the rest did.